I need to know that everything I will work for, the time I spend, the people I share my life with, means something- it’s not frivolous, time wasting, or pointless.
I need to know what the right path is. I need to know where that tunnel let’s out
But I don’t know
I can’t, some people tell me.
And that scares me.
It’s an on going scare.
Spiders and dark spaces can’t compare.
Spiders don’t live forever; lights can be turned on.
The fear of not knowing never gets better. Because you won’t know until it happens
But by then, it may already be too late.